call for contributions

no, no, not money...... sorta....

i have a project in mind for which i need donations... of materials. i am searching for old, void, no-longer-used, no-money-left credit cards, gift cards, plastic discount/rewards cards from stores, etc, to be used in a mosaic/collage i'd like to make. anyone willing to send me one, or a bunch >.>, please leave me a comment and we'll work out getting them to me. ty!

fun with vectors

after this project, i am hooked. >.>

eeeeeeeeek! choices, choices!

i am considering, at the behest of my drawing professor, entering some photographs into two upcoming juried student exhibitions. while the prospect excites the bejesus out of me, i have no friggin' clue what to enter, and very limited slots to fill for those choices. one exhibition accepts two entry per person, but restricts the top prizes to students under the age of 22, because they're discriminating, prejudiced scumbags. the other one has a MUCH higher prize scale, but only accepts one entry each. i'm thinking that i may only enter the second one, as i may have a better chance with entering two pieces, but the top prize i could win there- if i got anything at all- would barely cover the cost of the custom framing required for the two photographs. that being the case, if i only enter one photo, i REALLY have a hard decision to make. so i'm asking for a little help. the choices are as follow: (and these are all local photos, btw...)

woot woot!!

yaaaaaaaaaaay!!!! i finally get to be creative in my graphics class!!! here's what happens when you tell me to create a self-portrait of myself via collage...... (and seriously, click the pic... there's no way you can take it all in in this tiny little thumbnail.)

huzzah!!!!

i finally learned something in my computer arts class!!!! other, of course, than how to use a frickin' mac.... god, i never knew how much i love my PC.... anyway- as part of this next project of ours, we are to convert an RGB image into grayscale, then hand-paint the grayscale image. this was the revelation for me- i had no clue what he meant when he said "hand-paint." well, i do now, and i am in love. i came home from class and immediately started searching all my files for black & white images and color images that would convert well for the purpose, and started painting them just for fun. god, i can't believe i never found how to do this before. i'm sure as heck not going to forget >.>

here is a drawing i did of my nephew aiden from a photograph i took of him a few weeks ago at my mom's house, and next is the "hand-painted" redux i did last night.

diversion...

today was an exploration into uncharted territory for me... i got a message via myspace that one of my favorite small bands, ceann, is looking for a design for a new t-shirt. they'll make the winning design into a new t-shirt just in time for festival season/st. patty's day. this STOKES me, the thought that something i make could be made into a real product, sold to and worn by people!!! and i absolutely LOVE the shirt i made... the design came extremely easily to me, and it didn't take too long at all. what really took the longest was getting the effects right on the glass, but that was more about being meticulous than it being difficult. i have a good feeling about this, and even if it doesn't win, i'm perfectly pleased by what i made. (click the image to view it full-sized, if you somehow haven't figured that out yet... >.> you just can't appreciate the shirt unless you can read it.)

wooooot ^_^

i've been having so much fun with my new camera.... i'm still getting used to its various features, and trying to get over my desire to strangle the man who invented auto focus, but i think i'll eventually get used to it and learn how to take it into account when i compose my pictures. but i've taken a couple of shots with it that i really like, and i'd like to share them now, because it makes me happy to do so >.>

additionally, the real first challenge of this adventure has begun for me... learning how to draw! for as long as i can remember, i've had the urge to let out the emotions inside me in some form of drawing, painting, sculpting, SOMETHING, but every time i put pencil or marker or brush to paper, what comes out is unrecognizable as anything but utter crap. i've never successfully drawn anything that actually looked like what it was supposed to be. it's been incredibly frustrating for me, and is probably what pushed me in the direction of crafting- jewelry, hemp, knitting, cross-stitching, origami... things i can actually DO lol... but the frustration has only ever been slightly abated. so, i am very very excited about this drawing class, and my professor really gets me... she understands the frustration and desires i've had, and i think she's the perfect shepherd for me. look what she already made me do!:

i know, i know; absolutely the most boring drawing ever lol it was an excercise in shading and turning shapes into forms, kindergarten play for many people, but a challenge for me. i was one of the last three people to put mine up on the board, because i am an absolute perfectionist and a horrible self-critic. i was psyching myself out the whole time, and my brand new kneaded eraser is already black with my frustration... but i'm really satisfied with how it turned out (aside from the obviously too large highlight on the sphere, which i will be fixing), and i think there might be hope for me yet!

i'm feeling more and more each day like i want to just go for the fine arts degree. i just wish there were more specifically computer arts and photography classes in that degree, instead of it being mostly history and drawing with photography and CA tacked on. i never thought i could or would be this happy in frickin' SCHOOL. but i am. and perhaps even more astonishing, jim told me the other day that if i wind up with a degree from this, and don't end up doing anything related to it afterwards, he'll just be happy that i went back to school. this is AMAZING. forthe last two years, when i've thought out loud that i might like to take a class in something- cooking, ASL, japanese, anything- his first response is "are you going to do something with it?"; his second is "then, no." it's made it really hard for me, because i'm just a person who enjoys learning and exploring things. to be told that i can't explore something unless i'm going to commit to doing it for the rest of my life is... barbaric!!! i'm really really happy that i made this decision, and i'm glad that jim is just letting me do it, with no pressure and no further expectations.

hmm....

think the new camera will suffice?

to be, or not to be....

so, now comes the question...... computer arts, photography, or fine arts?

i bit the bullet today and went down to get myself set up for some schooling, which i've been thinking about for about a month or so now. it's only the crappy community college, but they actually seem to have really good programs for both computer arts and photography- they also have a photography AAS that specializes in visual communications, with courses in typography and computer graphics design and advertising... that's kinda cool, too. i know i'm going to take that typography class no matter WHICH road i take, cuz, um, i'm a geek like that >.> so, anyway, it looks like to begin with, i'm going to focus on the classes that i'd need no matter which degree i chose- and i don't mean the yucky gen ed stuff. pretty much every course i'd need for the fine arts degree is one i'd need for either the CA or photography, and some are required for both, so i'll have a decent chunk of time to dally in both and see which way i get pulled.

on a side note, the placement testing was a roller coaster ride for me..... i absolutely BOMBED the math, as i knew i would. but i could have done worse; i at least placed well enough to qualify for the one and only math course i'd need for any of the three degrees i'm looking at, and that's the good news lol..... the excellent news is that i got the highest scores my counselor had ever seen at the community college level XD she said no one ever gets a score of 100, and i didn't- but i got a 98 on the writing exam and a 99 on the reading comprehension XD go me!!!!

oh, look; a chicken!!!

some random projects that i feel like posting.... i may come back and ramble about these later; i may not. idk. but i feel like putting some more stuff up. so i do. enjoy.

*goes off to chase the chicken around the room, but gets distracted by the kitty.*